Friday, June 12, 2009

They are all about 3/4 empty!

It's just one of those days...(Ahhhh fond memories of blaring Limp Bizkit! That seems like AGES ago!) I'm being productive today, yet I feel like I'm not. And all the unproductivity from the rest of the week has caught up and bit me in the ass. No need to elaborate...it just is.

All this has left me in a mood. (What? Me...in a mood? Never!!!!) I'm incapably of focusing on the positive today. Too many tiny negatives following me. It's not a question of is the glass half empty or half full, because it's more like there are a crap load of tiny glasses with only a tiny bit of water in each! It's that kind of day.

SURE we are now in a house (Tiny bit full) But the house has a crappy yard, is in a crappy school district and in a crappy city. (See all the empty?)

SURE my book is finished (Tiny bit full) But no agents are biting on it, I feel like it's missing something, it's looking like it is not finished after all. (Oops...more empty)

SURE husband has aquired a lovely job that makes a decent wage (Tiny bit full) But its in a city we hate, we miss our friends, it still doesn't seem to pay the bills, he works tons, is always on call, isn't using all his skills, making us both cranky! (SO much empty for something that should have been half full!)

See where I am going with this? Call me a pessemist...cuz I am...but I am just not feeling it today. Today I am wishing I had sold my book, lived in a gianormous house with a big fat pool and yard in the middle of a really great school district and made so much money that my husband could just freelance and work from home! Anybody out there that can make that happen???? :D

9 comments:

Wendy Paine Miller said...

I don't think I can make that happen for you, but I had one of those days yesterday. Today I've felt differently, so there's hope. :D
Here's to hoping you have a great weekend and an agent takes a big fat bite!
~ Wendy

Unknown said...

Thanks Wendy!!! Nice to hear, especially after ANOTHER form rejection. Sorry you had one of these days yesterday. They kinda suck!

Jessica M. said...

Life takes time. It sucks...but it takes time. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you!!! :)

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Unknown said...

I'm just gonna try and shut up...LOL

Jessica M. said...

Jeez...I musta really pissed you off by saying life takes time!! :) Love ya dear!!

Unknown said...

No....I just didn't want to write what I was thinking....

Jessica M. said...

Ah ha! I know that feeling (at least in theory) :)