Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Oh the Noise!!!

Mommy can't function today. Noise levels are at an all time high while patience levels are at a record low....and that's saying something!

Here's a tiny, yet disturbing (to me at least) confession.

I'm not so sure I like my little guy so happy. It's exhausting. The noise, the impulsivity, the hyper, the bouncing...it's feeling like a bit too much.

And he's bored....always bored.

Am I a horrible mom? Am I just stuck in a low myself? I'm kinda feeling like there is no way I can function today. Yet somehow I'd doing it.

This mood I am in is going on 3 weeks. 3 weeks of pure irritation. Everything pisses me off. I just want a break from life. I want to move to a remote island and sip margaritas all day while reading a big fat pile of books and/or writing.

Who wants to pay for my vacation?

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

You are not a bad mom. I think all moms, if they were honest with themselves, have felt this way about their kids. I know I have felt that way about my 10 year old. I can also relate to the pure irritation. Let your doctor know cuz it sounds like you need your meds tweaked. *hugs*

Anonymous said...

ahhhh, wouldn't a vacation be nice....

Rebecca said...

sounds like we had a similar Tuesday! you should take a weekend break and come see me!