Euphoric Meltdown

Well of course that doesn't make sense! How can you be Euphoric while having a Meltdown? Well let me tell you how this works...

First you are Euphoric...on top of the world! (Ain't nothing gonna break my stride, ain't nobody gonna hold me down! Oh No! I gotta keep on movin!) In my case I got a request for a full manuscript within one hour of sending out the query. SWEET...for a few minutes at least... Then the euphoria fades away for some reason or another, and let me tell ya, not a reason worth getting so worked up about, but you've already done it. The euphoria is gone and all you are left with is the melt down! WATCH OUT WORLD (Give me something to break!!!)

I am not sure why this happens. In all retrospect I should still be happy and excited, but I am not. About an hour after the MS request I got another form rejection and all the happiness was slipping. Then the kids came home and decided to do everything BUT listen to me and the happiness disappeared. Now all I am left with is crankiness towards my children and a startling lack of confidence once again.

So yeah, it makes absolutely no sense whatsoever. Still here I am, once again the victim of a Euphoric Meltdown. Somebody just come slap me!