Thursday, September 9, 2010

Pessimist!

Happy - Got a call from PDog's teacher today....to say he was having a good morning! WOOT!

Not Happy - I've already had to pick him up once and it was only the second day of school. At least it was only because he didn't feel well.

Happy - Finished a new website and it's really pretty.

Not Happy - They haven't paid the bill yet :(

Happy - Yesterday was my 9th Anniversary!

Not Happy - We had very little money and no babysitter so we weren't really able to celebrate much.

So possibly I'm a bit pessimistic these days. The website is not going as well as I wanted. I mean it's still going and people are still visiting, but it's not growing. I need to start editing my book and it's going to take longer than expected. I'm also losing confidence over it. I really want to be happy. And I really SHOULD be happy, but it's just not happening.

I just wish there was a magic happy button you could push every time you feel blue!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Great job on your website! I'm sorry you aren't feeling happy, even though your website isn't growing as fast as you would like, you are reaching out to people everyday that need help, that is amazing!
(((hugs)))

Rebecca said...

Instead of trying so hard to be happy...maybe look for contentment.
Love you!