Feeling inadequate...maybe I need to buy a big truck?

I've been in quite the tizzy this week.

So far things aren't going well with PDog in school. I feel like things are getting off on the wrong foot with the new teachers and I'm worried they hate me already, but at the same time I'm afraid they aren't doing everything that needs to be done for PDog. I get so caught between being liked and getting things done.

The website seems to be going down hill. I haven't been able to get in touch with some of my authors and I haven't had a question in quite some time. I'm so passionate about it. I don't want to lose it. I feel like all my moods revolve around it's success lately and I KNOW that's a bad thing.

Most of my BP friends are MIA and that makes me worry for them, yet at the same time makes me wonder if I did or said something wrong.

IDK, really, I'm just worried that people dislike me lately. I hate being disliked. I NEED to be liked. It's like air to me. It's ridiculous. Thus the reason I go out of my way to over load myself with all these things and obligations when the reality is I can't possibly keep up with them all. But does that stop me? Not even a tiny bit. Instead I keep up with the obligations and fall behind on the things that really matter..ya know...like bathing. (Ok I still bathe...but probably not as often as I'd like to) Or making dinner. Or keeping my house clean.

I'm feeling like such an inadequate friend, wife, mother, sister, brother....wait, daughter, homemaker, employee, writer, volunteer....Why can't I just have the time to do it all and be what I want to be! Why can't I function on 4 hours of sleep a night. It would really help in my getting things done area.