Friday, June 11, 2010

It's just not my favorite...

So things have been much better this week with P dog. Whether it is the med change or being out of school I am unsure, but I really think it is the med change. Overall he is just ... happier.

I like happier children! They ARE my favorite.

Me...not so happier. Not happier at all. Having a disagreement with someone close to me and everything I dislike about them seems to be slapping me in the face. That is NOT my favorite.

I don't feel like I really have anyone to talk to about this because I already feel like people are very judgmental about the situation and/or they could never relate to it. Totally NOT my favorite.

So this evening I feel a bit on the lonely side....wishing things could change but out of ideas on how to help them do so. Maybe it is just not possible. And if that's true....that is no where near my favorite!

Why is when things get better in one area of life they always seem to go down hill in another? Can't I just have a happy day? (Rhetorical question of course....)

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Happy to hear about your son! But so sorry you are feeling bad today, feeling lonely can just make everything feel bad. Hang in there, time for a bowl of ice cream!

CMOM Productions said...

I'm hoping P is having fabulous week for you! :) **lots of HUGS** for you!

Jessica M. said...

I'm feeling super super lonely too :( Want to be lonely together?? can't wait till the 29th!