Ever have one of those situations where you have absolutely no one to talk to about? One of those situations where there isn't anyone who knows you or the situation well enough (without already having misguided opinions)?
I'm having one of those days. One of those days where I feel like I'm being forced to make a decision (once again) that I don't want to make, but it's not being made easy for me. After a large embarrassment and an insanely hypocritical moment I find myself at a loss for words.
All I can do is pray. Prayer seems to be helping, slowly....very slowly.... but how slowly am I willing to withstand, and at what cost?
Sorry about the cryptic nature of my blog post. Well, I suppose it is obvious why it is cryptic! But if I could ask for one thing...it would be a prayer...a prayer that ends up with me being able to stay with my original decision. I know what I want, but I'm not sure how to get it.
Only one guy can help with this one. The big guy. And I really would love his help right now.
4 comments:
I feel like that pretty often. It sucks. :( But you're right, times like that, prayer is what you have... I never seem to get anywhere with it, but it calms me down a little bit at least :) Best of luck, and thoughts and prayers to you!
Love ya!
Hey, when that sort of thing happens, you can always blog about it!
Someone will listen, I promise.
Hope things are going better now that you and the big guy have had your talk.
Okay, here goes:
Dear Father, please help my sister right now as she reads this, to feel your love pour over her, strenthening her heart and mind. Shine the light of your precious Spirit into her mind, to guide her steps into the way she should choose, the way that will bring peace to her troubled soul. And let her bask in your love and grace, knowing that no maatter what, she is safe with you. In Jesus' name, Amen. So be it.
Thank you girls...I am feeling a bit better about things :) You guys are awesome!
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